Pisces, the month of October will be one where you look back on it in the not-too-distant future and realize that everything you went through needed to happen in order to fully center yourself spiritually, physically, and emotionally. You're about to go deep sea diving into the abyss of the unknown when it comes to faith and your deepest beliefs. You might seriously question yourself and how you've been living your life up until this point. You might even need to let go of some patterns that have been holding you back from experiencing the most fulfilling love connection you know you deserve. Self-love, divine love, and romantic love are all intertwined, and no one knows this truth better than you, Pisces.
Somewhere along the recent path of your life experience, however, it appears that you forgot this. You forgot the truly incredible and beautiful soul you are, the one who deserves abundant, deep, and richly satisfying unconditional love from someone who won't betray you, keep secrets from you, or try to control you.
Attachment and control do not equate to love, and you might have a painful realization that what you thought was love with someone only chipped away at your personal integrity and self-esteem over time. This doesn't have to be about a recent break-up, although it might be. It could even be about a pattern you now recognize you've fallen into over and over again in your love life. The partners might change but the storyline doesn't.
From October 5-November 16 as Venus is retrograde, you will be changing your personal narrative when it comes to love and your self-worth. What are your must-haves in a relationship? What are you bringing to a partnership? Where is the higher power or the divine in your love connection? If this has been the missing link, you're about to connect the dots between all your past failed relationships. It'll reveal a constellation of bright, shining future potential once you release the disappointment and suffering.
A New Moon in your 8th House of Transformation on October 8 will add to the intensity of this process for you. True intimacy is something you crave, whether you are single or in a relationship. Spiritual connection in love is something you deeply desire as well. This month, you're digging deep inside of your own soul to excavate all the pain and untrue beliefs you've carried. It's worth the journey, Pisces. On the other side is a most precious gift: self-love.